Ej said I have an attention span of a gnat. It’s true. I can’t focus on one thing for a long period of time. One minute I’m listening, the next thing I know my head is already all over the place. I even give template-like responses to him over the phone sometimes. I also jump from one topic after another. I’m like, “I was at the mall and I saw this really cute dress and I wanted to buy it but I stopped myself because it wasn’t on sale… oooh a really cute Pomeranian distracted me at church today… did you drink your vitamins today love…? I want pizza…!” See what I mean? My thoughts are jumbled. There are so many brain activities happening all at once it’s getting difficult to keep track, lol! My brain can’t tolerate boredom. 

His birthday dinner with the fam Saturday night. Can’t wait! Still needs to finalize the cake’s design. ^^

I’m sore all over. Seriously, it hurts everywhere. Nabigla ata muscles ko. Hindi na kasi ako sanay sa intense activities. It’s been a while since I last played volleyball. Nabugbog muscles ko ng husto, wala kasing stretching sabak agad. But it was super fun. I didn’t really care if we win or lose. I got to play again and that’s what matters most. This weekend ulit! Can’t wait! 

I just want to make up for all of those times. I hope to have the chance to reconnect with my old buddies, those people who first showed me how to have a good time. And I hope they won’t judge me for what I did. I’m now taking the first steps, those I should have taken ages ago. I really miss them. We have a lot of catching up to do.  This could mean freedom, finally.